Chapter Six: The Discovery
It really did start out as a good day. After all my hard work, I had finally reached the top of the military ladder- I was a General. Fancy me as a General. General Kate Lore. At ease, soldiers. Sorry to joke so much, but humor is the only thing that'll get me through this. Anyways, I was pretty excited. I was getting a huge paycheck, my husband was Captain Hero, we were actually going to be able to afford college for the twins (yeah, two college educations at once- whew), and maybe if we worked hard the rest of our lives, we could even build a better home for the generations to come before us.
Well, maybe I'll still be able to do those things, but as I walked home from work that day...

I turned the corner and forever changed my life. Two bodies were in my bed. The twins were at work. My husband had the day off. Even despite this knowledge, it took me a few moments to fully comprehend the whole situation.
My husband of seventeen years, SEVENTEEN YEARS, THE BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE, had chosen another woman to keep him company.
Well I broke that up and started the yelling. I think you can imagine the things that were said. Along the lines of how could you, our children, we raised them, i've wasted my life on a cheater...
And he actually had the nerve to cry. As if it wasn't his fault, like I was the one that was being unreasonable.
Ignoring my husband, I immediately found that bitch. Jan Tellerman. No shock there, she has to be the biggest slut in the neighborhood. I shoved her to the ground, and then my kids came home. Yeah, bit embarrassed they had to see their mom start a fight, but it had to be done.
Jan was a soft girl though. She got this one slap in before I kicked her butt back to the ground.
I'm in the military, there was no way she could have won that one. I felt slightly better about the whole thing and she immediately ran off.
I told Joel and Josie to wait outside. This was perhaps the hardest thing I've ever done in my whole life. Harder than leaving my dad's. Harder than striking life up on my own. Harder than boot camp. Harder than birthing two children at once. Well... I don't know about that one. You don't know physical pain until you have twins. Anyway, I told him I wanted a divorce.
That he was a no good cheating bastard. And for all of his preaching on family and being a good role model, that he had taught the twins nothing and that we all knew what he really was. A slimeball. The scum of the earth.
And to get the hell out of my trailer. To get the hell out of my life. To never see the twins again.
Joel and I heard the whole thing outside. Mom was right. We never knew, but this was our father. How could he? To mom? To us? I hate him so much. It's hard to get used to the fact that your father is someone you can't respect.

So we watched him leave our home. Silently we watched, while we kept back from crying. We stayed outside till very late that night. We knew mom needed some space.
After Remington left us for good, I replaced the sheets on the bed with fresh ones. I didn't want the stink of their love on our... my bed. I feel very old all of the sudden. Nothing seemed to have worked out the way it should. My 50th is coming up soon... I can feel it in my bones. No one will love me now. The worst part is that since Remington was helping to bring in a lot of our income, there's no way I can afford college for the twins. I know Joel will be pretty disappointed. I can't really face the kids either. I don't know where life will take us now.














































































